I'm a little bit sad at the moment, i guess. I dunno I was just thinking about a really strong friendship that I had with some one for like 11 years, thats just over half my life span.
And for some reason, I don't know what, the friendship gradually faded to well....nothing.

She was my Best friend, might as well have been sisters, we practically grew up in each others houses. We'd been through so much together.

But for some reason she just got distant. And that distance grew to the point where we are now, we never see each other, we never talk or text.
When I try to make contact she just doesnt seem interested so I guess I just gave up trying one day.


But you know, I really miss her. We had so much fun, I could talk to her about anything and visa versa. All we did was laugh all the time.

I spose I've been so busy lately that it hasn't crossed my mind in a while.
I just happened across her facebook profile (ugh, facebook) and I realised how much I miss her.

Strange how things go, I mean everyone always said when you finish school nobody stays in contact, but we always said that would never happen to us.

I miss having a wider circle of friends, I hardly see anyone anymore from my school friends.

Guess I feel a bit lonely that way sometimes. I know I moved from my home town, and most of them are still there but its not that far away...

Of course, I live with one of my best friends, and thats awesome. To be honest sometimes it feels like shes the only real friend I have. And vinny of course means the world to me, I can talk to him about anything and he's always there for me to help me and make me smile. And he really does.
Sometimes I don't think he could fathom how much he means to me, it's too much for me to even start to describe. I just know if I didn't have him, I would be so lost right now. He keeps me on safe ground.

As regards my old friends...so much of what they were (and possibly still are) was so fake.
One guy who was like my best friend at one stage has just turned into a complete jerk. I wish I knew why, and a part of me thinks he knows what he's turned into.
It seems a lot of them have the attitude that their too good to hang out with me and the girls and just have fun...again, I couldnt say why.
Perhaps we grew apart for a reason.

All the same, I wish I didn't feel so left out at times.

It sucks.

yeah so i gots me my own site, through a free hosting site for the minute, ill pay for the .com domain name when i get around to it.


anywho! go have a look and let me know what you think!

if you got any advice about it, it would help


stay classy!!

xxx


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fer reals -_-"



i dont even know why i have an account on here anymore :/



is it just me?

been a while!! spose its time for an update!!

well lets see...I fianally moved into town! with Vinny and my friend jess and her friend jamie. so far so....alright i guess still tryna get the others to unpack and clear out some boxes and stuff, but when we're all settled in it will be grand!

i hope!

on the upside, i get to sleep next to vin every night

We're off to France on Thursday! Cant wait!! hope there's lotsa sun ^^ tho we had great weather here all last week...its gone back to the usual shitty wet weather we're used to since yesterday hahah


It's mine and Vins 1st year anniversary on the 13th!! wow. it just flew!!

and i wouldnt change one day!

We went to Fight Like Apes last video shoot for 'Something Global' the 19th of april. It was a mental day, we had lotsa fun! The idea was that they wanted 100 fans to come along and using everything from DSLRS to mobile phones, we were to record the actual footage to be used in the video. I must say, the band were awesome, so sound! And we got lotsa signed shtuffs! Great opportunity to take some snap shots too

you can check out the outcome here: [link]

our names are there on the list, yay us! xD


hmmm what else. Cant think of anything thats happened since really ahaha!! go me

well I guess I'll leave it at that then!


Catch ya laters!!!

x x x x

...of happiness with you


i bob you more than ever.


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